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FELICITY_C 

ARTISTS STATEMENT
I grew up with a mother suffering from depression and an older sister with an eating disorder. These were the strongest female figures I had and yet, I feel I suffered from their lack of self love and worth. I grew up absolutely despising my body, I covered up parts of me and disguised myself in every way I knew how. Photos being taken of me were my biggest enemy and I have a whole chunk of memories unrecorded because of my insecurities which devastates me. Putting on a bit of HEALTHY weight because I got comfortable and HAPPY would send me into deeply depressive episodes. Recently, I have gained weight, my scars have become more prominent, I have come off my medication abruptly to simply feel something and I am vulnerable. Being completely naked without the veil of beautiful lingerie, taking photos in natural daylight instead of sexy, flattering, dimmed candlelight, even the risk of being seen by my neighbours and housemates was a lot more confronting and challenging than I had expected, but this was a confrontation with myself that I NEEDED and an experience that has only encouraged further self-growth and even stronger self acceptance and love.

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ARTIST PROFILE
birthplace: Melbourne, Australia
currently living in: Thornbury
occupation: Student
age: 22
height: 170cm
relationship status: Complicated but taken by a beautiful girl
starsign: Gemini
biggest passion in my life: Sharing positivity and light, learning stories from strangers and opening myself up to others
I like to listen to: The ocean or any flowing water
I like to watch: Hentai porn and vegan cooking videos
I like to smell: A calm, soft morning before a busy day, fresh coffee and my Desert Rosewood perfume
I like to taste: The biggest, ripest, juiciest of mangoes
I like to feel: Desired, adored, touched gently, FREE
favourite part of my body: My nipples and my fingers
favourite part of someone else's body: Cute girls bums, always
Why i shot myself: To fight the insecurities that told me not to.
who I'd least like to see shoot themselves: Nobody I can think of x
who I'd most like to see shoot themselves: I would love to see my closest girlfriends feeling in love with their raw and authentic selves
my website/fav website: Rain Rain app for the sound of rain to put me to sleep
Most outrageous thing I have done: Sex work felt outrageous in a way, until I shot myself entirely naked in natural daylight
Bands I like: Rex Orange County, Stella Donnelly, Angie McMahon
Books I like: The Lost Flowers of Alice Hart by Holly Ringland
Films I like: Opal Dream, Clueless