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I love to express myself in artistic ways, and I love being nude. After many years of being self-conscious I've found a love for pure expression and allowing myself to explore the freedom that I crave, I think that expressing yourself is so integral to being a happy being and I advocate for expression, experimentation, exploration and freedom as a means to find pride and joy in your own body and your relationships between your body and the people and the world around you. I love going to life drawing classes and would love to model for one someday. I have performed at a couple of Berlin-style fetish raves, a place where this freedom is truly felt and encouraged! I love the intersection of art and sex and intimacy and identity, I think they all cross over so beautifully and exploring nudity in art and photography can be so vulnerable, these 'behind closed doors' scenes that can be captured provide such an insight to someoneís psyche, desires, fears and passions. I enjoy these moments of human-ness and love the exploration of voyeurism and exhibitionism (myself sitting very much on the side of exhibitionism I've found). I've always been deeply fascinated in connection, kink, art, photography, music and film and the exploration of these intimate moments - I think it has something to do with that sense of a deeper connection, itís so beyond surface level and there is some kind of electricity to that.

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Amber_T 'aphrodite'
12 Apr 24
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birthplace: Margate, England
occupation: Graphic Designer/Waitress
age: 25
height: 159cm
relationship status: Single
starsign: Leo
biggest passion in my life: Experience! I want to experience everything I can; I want to listen to all kinds of music and read all kinds of books and feel all kinds of things because of them. I want to travel to new places and try new things; I want to feel all sorts of sensations and emotions. I am passionate about experimentation and exploration of all things
I like to listen to: All sorts of music, I can't get enough, from indie rock to jazz to folk to old emo bangers, I love it all. I currently have about 104 different playlists I've made
I like to watch: The colours of the sky changing at sunrise or sunset, the shifting hues and changing gradients, especially when you get some clouds dotted in there with a peachy candyfloss glow
I like to smell: A crackling bonfire, chamomile tea on a crisp, chilled night, paired with deep conversations with friends, or a warm embrace
I like to taste: The combination of salty and sweet, whether it's a sprinkle of salt on a chocolate chip cookie or the sweet salty taste of sweat skin as you kiss someone's body during a moment of passion
I like to feel: Skin on skin, I'm all about connection and the electricity of touch and intimacy, there's nothing else quite like it
favourite part of my body: My waist and my bum, I enjoy the shape of the curves I have, and who doesn't love to shake their hips to some good tunes!
favourite part of someone else's body: Their arms, their collarbone or their smile, specifically the corners of the mouth
Why i shot myself: Because I thoroughly enjoy the intersection of art and intimacy and the human form, I wanted to play around with some different shots and challenge myself to find ways of appreciating the form of my own body for a little bit of self-love and artistic expression.
who I'd least like to see shoot themselves: Someone like Donald Trump - no one needs to see that
who I'd most like to see shoot themselves: Jonti Shepard - they have a really cool photography style and I'd like to see the creative approach they would have
Most outrageous thing I have done: Pack up all my belongings and travelled to Berlin no less than two weeks later on a bit of a whim, where I had the most incredible (and debaucherous) time, I experienced so much art and music and excitement of new people and new things
Bands I like: I love all sorts of music, my favourite at the moment would have to be some shoegaze style music, anything with an undertone of 'yearning' - I currently love listening to the Cocteau Twins, Deftones and Alice Phoebe-Lou
Books I like: I'm a big fan of dark academia style books, queer books, dark and twisted horror, or witty fantasy - my absolute favourite piece of literature has to be The Sandman graphic novels by Neil Gaiman, closely followed by Paul Takes the Form of a Mortal Girl by Andrea Lawlor, and Good Omens (also Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett). I've also just finished The Secret History by Donna Tartt
Films I like: My top three movies seem to sing quite well to the sort of person I am and the different facets of my personality - Scott Pilgrim vs The World (nerd), The Rocky Horror Picture Show (queer + sexcii), Frances Ha (a struggling artist, hopeless optimist, just trying to make it through their late 20's)

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